Transitioning... continued

So right now I'm almost nine months post relaxer and I'm not enjoying my transition at this point. I don't know what to do with my hair. Should I cut my hair again or just ride it out? I really don't like the difference in the two textures. It's so ugly to me (not my natural hair, my relaxed hair). BUT I'm not too comfortable going shorter than shoulder length unless I find the energy somewhere to keep a bangin ass bob. And I can't say for sure that I'll be able to keep that up. I'll most definitely be doing the big chop next year or at least a major hair cut of some sorts. I can't wait until this is over. I will NEVER EVER EVER EVER relax my hair again. It's totally not for me. I initially relaxed my hair out of boredom. That is never a good look. Next time that happens to me while I'm natural I'll just cut my hair or put some color in it. I'll never do something as drastic as a perm again. I'm thinking of cutting my hair and using a kinky, curly weave to grow it out. We shall see...